We spent a lot of time with our papa during the school holidays, which was fun he could be grumpy but mostly just at nana haha!! We weren't allowed a lot of sweets but papa ignored that, he had a stash of sweets especially rock in my nana's unit. He would bash it on the table into bits, Jayne and I would take our share then go back for more when he wasn't looking. One day we were watching tv when papa came in with a pack of 3 galaxy truffle sweets, we knew that we would get one each and papa would have one. Well we were sooo wrong!!! We asked for one each so he slowly opened all 3 and placed them onto his hand. As we reached for ours he put them all in his mouth, chewed them for a bit then spat them out onto his hand and told us to take ours. Yuck !!!!!!! We never as you can guess, he told us I want doesn't get and that if there's not enough for everyone in the house then you can't have. We kept they thoughts in our head because we had a brilliant childhood together and fun as adults. I wish we could have continued to have fun throughout our adulthood but unfortunately its not possible. I wish Jayne had met Jason, because she knew he was coming into this mad family. Logan remembers her, he always talks about doing his reading with her and being in her pink car called penelope. I count jayne as a best friend as well as my cousin and I'll never forget her big smile. If my boys turn out a tiny bit like Jayne I'd be the proudest mum in the world!!! I miss you Emma xxxx xxxx