Well darling as I sit writing this message, at the same time 25 Years ago I was in labour! You were born a wee star & that's what you remain, Only I didn't want you shining in heaven.I have planned to celebrate your birthday in the most special way I can. We are going to light up that damn cemetry! we will light 10 japanese lanterns. I want to have everyone around that means alot to us, as we need all the help we can get. I love that lauren, Kirstin, Katie & Pamela are all coming through, I just want to know that they are doing well. I'm sorry Stuart cant be here as he came for Mark's party & wont be able to get more time off. You know as well as me he wouldn't have missed it, his heart is still with you & like all of us he misses you dearly. I'm glad he made it to Mark's party to celebrate with us, we had a fab time! as always I try to add the little touches that keep you near us. It was so great to see Mark smiling & having fun, as they'res not much of that round here now. His version of Achy Breaky was superb what a star he is, you would have been so proud, he's a wonderful kid & can't believe he's grown into an amazing man! 12.15 You had arrived by know & can you remember Granny T being so disappointed that you were late for her anniversary by 15 minutes, well she still goes on about me not pushing hard enough. You wanted your own special day & therefore we are going to do it in style! I will update this page with photos as soon as I can, memories are what keep me going,I spend hours going through the photos. So glad I made your 21st dvd as It's so precious to watch now, you loved it at the time & I have got Mark one too. Goodnight my wee precious angel, see you later. love forever Mumxxxx