Hello darlings, I'm totally heartbroken with loosing your dad Jayne, I just have to keep consoling myself that he is with you in heaven! It's 12 years & we still miss you every single day! Mark is trying to keep me occupied with Lola & Millie, they are just so much fun. I can't believe that I have been off work again with having my operation. Mark is amazing he's looked after me so well, which is just what I needed at this time. All my wonderful customers are so glad to see me back, it's been a crazy time so I just wanted to get myself into as normal a routine as I can. Life is so hard now I'm really struggling & find it almost impossible to think of it without your dad by my side. I miss his bear hugs & reassurance that everything is going to be alright. As you know Jayne we have wonderful family & friends that have been absolutely great. Even through everything we've had to abide by they have all rallied round both of us. If ever we've needed them it's definately now! I love you both with all my heart & that will never change, I'll miss you till the end of time. Goodnight my precious Darlings xxxxxx