mum 7th January 2018

Hello Honey, another year without you! Just awful! What should have been the best year ever didn't quite work out that way! too many horrible times. The girls are really coming on well & getting so big now, you would absolutely love them to bits!! We don't see them as often as we would like to but hey ho that's life! Linsey & David's wee Erin arrived she is gorgeous, I bought her a pretty dress & Linsey used it in her photo shoot well chuffed! Little Ella got a wee brother, Alexander arrived safely & Stuart & Emily are doing well. We were supposed to meet them over New Year but it was too snowy so we cancelled. Meeting them now at the end of the month. It's so awful that Aunty Jean has been so unwell she is now in the process of chemo, she's been amazing & so positive about it all! were as I feel like I'm falling to bits! everything is piling in on top of me & your not here to pick me up or be a shoulder to cry on. Life's so cruel Jayne & just sometimes so unfair I could scream. All I ever wanted was to be happy but the rug keeps getting pulled out from below me. I know you will take good care of Jean & see her through this tough time. Well hon here we go for another year let's see what this one brings because surely it couldn't get any worse! Night night Darling love always Mumxxx