Hi Darling, Happy Birthday honey, I hope you are rocking those clouds & having fun with all our loved ones. Cant believe it's a year since we had your 30th celebration, it's so unreal how time passes, but never for a minute are you out of my thoughts. I just had the wonderful news yesterday that Linsey is going to be a mummy too, so me & aunty Heather are going to be grannies!!woohoo! I had a lovely lunch out with Laura on Wednesday at Amaretto was so nice to catch up with her & she still brings you gorgeous flowers. I have also got a lunch arranged with Katie next week so that will be great to see her kids, they are all getting on so well, it's fantastic that they keep me updated on their lives. I watch them & think what you would have been doing by now? If only you hadn't been snatched away from us so cruelly! I get so emotional but no one realises how hard it is to cope without you. I try to stay strong but sometimes it's so unbearable to just be happy. I hope that once the girls have arrived that I will have lots to occupy my mind. Jen is doing well & that's her just celebrated her 21st, was a great night. Mark's just like the cat that's got the cream, he can't wait for the girls. Dad's doing ok he's got pigeons just now, so him & paddy are like a pair of sweetie wives. I did the race for life with Marion & Niamh it was fun but the rain spoiled the last 20mins, so not too many pics of me with flat soaking hair lol! We have also got Pamela's wedding to go to, wont need a new hat but looking forward seeing all the dancing girls. I always have a lovely time with all your friends & we talk fondly of you, they raised money again at the dancing with a bake sale, so every amount we collect goes towards a good cause, keeps us busy. Lorraine has done you an absolutely fantastic arrangement for your Birthday it's beautiful as always & sparklie!!!! Love & miss you Darlingxxxxxxx