Hi Poppet, Just to tell you all about our strictly weekend, it was fabulous darling! We had good seats at the new hydro we where well impressed. As soon as the band strikes up I think of you as we used to get so excited at the shows. Emma loved it, that was her first time there & she loved Nicky. It was just such a fun time, shopping having a meal then the show. I try to keep going with as many people as I can Jayne but obviously no one can take your place. Life is hard for us just remembering all the fun things that we used to get up too! I got news tonight from Stuart which I'm delighted. He's just moved into his new home with Emily and they have got engaged, they are hopeing to get married this year. Of course I want him to be happy but it breaks my heart that it's not with you anymore. If there's one good thing you certainly picked a really lovely kind guy in Stuart. He is so thoughtful, it must be really hard for him telling me all his good news, knowing that I get so emotional. I did my best to hide how I was feeling, I want him to be happy as you would too. You know the funny thing is poppet you had a masquerade ball for your 21st and since you closed your eyes I have had to wear a mask so as not to let everyone know how miserable I truly am without you! How ironic is that? Well at least we both had gorgeous masks on then, still makes me smile, as that was some night. I got Rufus a fab wee kilt for burns night he really looked the part! Fair had Mark laughing when he seen him, wee Rabbie Rufus! Got to go now honey bunny Mark, Dad, Rufus send their love. Sleep tight my gorgeous angel Love Mumxxxxxx