Hi poppet, can't believe it's been another year! it's gone by in a blur of tears. I don't think i'll ever stop crying for all the good times that we were looking forward to. We miss all the fun we used to have with you. I even miss all the arguments that we had, it's too quiet now! It was lovely to have Stuart up again, he had a great time with your uni pals at Corinthians, it was so nice of them to go there because that's where you had your graduation. Emma's 30th was fab! You'd have had a ball at it. We never stopped laughing all night! I got her a wee baby bear called Madison it's so cute! High heels & a cute pink dress. I try my hardest to have a project to look forward too, that's what keeps me occupied. It's not easy Jayne without you. Nobody knows how much I paint on this smile! I wear a mask for the outside world, but inside I'm struggling continuously! I suppose that some day I will be happy again but I don't know when that will ever be? We have two new babies arriving this year around July. Oh how you would have loved all these nephews & nieces to spoil! Isla is just so adorable & Logan, Jason, Daniel & Eddie are all getting so grown up, hoping there's a few more girls in the coming year. I just want you to know that no matter what happens honey, I will never stop loving you too bits & you will always remain my gorgeous girl! Sleep tight my little poppet! Love always Mum Dad, Mark & Rufus